……….We met at the mall
while I was picking a few cookies and sweets.
And he, just around to shop for
some beers, while getting ready to watch a match with the boys.
We bumped into each other and a schedule for a date was set.
……….I was all dressed in pink, while he was covered with Hugo Boss perfume
I could paint a portrait of him so clear, if given a sheet and a marker;
he looked so bright and his smile reflected right on my lips.
His eyes gazed at me and made mine so dim with shyness.
……….I remember perfectly what he said right after the date……we’ll
meet again, right here.
I smiled and repeated, right here.
……….I tried to wink, but realized my eyes were already, perfectly shut.
I opened my eyes just to realize my head was tucked firmly to my pillow
and my body, resting peacefully in my bed;
it was a dream.
……….If i really want us to have another date,
as perfect as we did, I guess we’ll definitely meet right there………
……….in my dreams.
I heard my favorite music in the background.
I couldn’t think of anything else than my heart drumming the beats of the song.
Life wouldn’t have been any better without you.
you are a necessity in all life’s situations.
For my sake, you give up all your happiness just to see me smile.
You are a diamond among stones…
a precious mineral among pearls.
What would I have done without you?
Who would I have been without your words of encouragements and inspirations?
Sometimes, I forget all the days I cried, just to put on a smile to make you happy.
When I say a prayer for anyone else, I never forget what mama went through to see me grow.
Now, it seems like yesterday when I was just 6. Mama was there to wipe my tears and pull my cheeks so i could smile from ear-to-ear.
Up until today, whenever a tear drops onto my cheeks, all I see is mama.
Always there to wipe my tears off.
I’ll always love you, mama, no matter what.
Dedicated to my mum and all mothers who make a difference…
I forgot about the future
In order to think about the past, the past I always see when I blink my eyes…
… It keeps occurring to me anytime I hear that name,
See that face,
And think about those times.
My past was always filled with refreshing memories I find hard to forget,
All because I was with that one heart that really never can be found again…
… Even though my future holds a lot for me, I still cannot be
Without the other part of me;
My past, where all the hearts paused, just to see ours beat.
… It’s all coming back to me
To realize how much I miss this past
And how I would want it back…
… If wishes were horses, beggars will ride,
But just maybe my wish of seeing my past again could come true.
He’s here again…
…I can’t tell him how I feel about him
Neither can I let him know how it feels like
To have goosebumps and butterflies for someone you barely know.
I can only sit, watch and hope he approaches me,
There, we could start to be friends and my confidence would rise.
I have a crush for him,
Don’t know how and don’t ask me why.
I just feel my heart beat faster whenever he’s around.
Maybe it wouldn’t even last for long,
But I just want a way to let him know
How I feel about him.
I know it’s just a crush,
But hey, I’m careful not to spill it out to him.
Tears roll down my eyes when I see our picture hanging on the wall
What ever happened to “Us”?
I never wanted it to be this way
But we never have a conversation without fights
Make-up times are even the worst…
Either someone calls your phone and you have to walk away
Or I get an urgent text I’d have to reply
And then the flames start again…
It isn’t that easy looking back at all the things we did together
And now I sit back in the sofa all alone hoping to hear a knock on the door…
I always imagine you standing behind the door with cakes and sweets in your hand saying “It’s weekend again, baby”
How I wish I could erase those memories now
But all I see now is just our smiling picture on the wall
Face-to-face, we always sat in public
And caught the attention of others with our kisses…
Where’s the man who bumped into me and smiled?
Why is it so hard to believe you’re gone so fast?
And why can’t you just make that call to say “I’m sorry”
I’d always take you back
Because that force inside of me is stronger than the ocean waves…
I’d love to hear from you
If you’re indeed not mad at me
I still love you and will always do
…And oh, if I ever did something I’m not even aware of, I’m sorry.
I’m truly sorry…and I could say that a hundred and one times for your sake
Just so you come back home.
Because, I really miss “Us”.
I was in bed
And something came into mind